`world peace
`keep in contact with my friends `a PSP slim
`GOOD a'level grades
`GET INTO local unis
`learn how to play piano
`learn how to draw portraits
`ipod `jacket with supersized hoodies `sony ericsson G900
`master the art of photoshopping
`awesome brown sling bag `A JOB!
`a new backpack perhaps
`be done reading "a book on writing"
`newurbanmale top
`SHADES!
`frisbee
`volleyball
back from chalet. where we saw shooting stars. two would be the number that i have seen. that makes me a lucky girl. hahahahaha learnt about astrology from this guy and how we imagined 'orion' as formed in the bed of stars. chalet was fun, i would say. at least i'm not that a social hermit already. made a bunch of new friends. and am really amused by the kinda entertainment they can give.
alright jingle dingle. i'm tired. my train of thoughts came to a halt at this very moment. so goodnight world. hello lala land. :)
ps: dslr is really cool! wish i could have one soon. lol
9:25 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
My Happiness, My Joy, My Laughter!
SPREADING MY JOYYY! :D
Howie Day - Collide (cover)
Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find You and I collide
First of, EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER FOR NUTS, BABY! :D Okay i'm so happy, I'm so glad, THAT I FOUND YOU...
hahahaha okay exams are finally over and i am kinda enjoying my hols in a way. Aimless as it may be, with no aim in life, it makes life meaningless. So when i do not have an aim, i will strum my baby guitar! and do some covers whenever possible.
Song attempted was the one above. i need to emphasise the fact that the low keys are really too low for my vocals :/ BUTTERFLY FLY AWAY is another song.
O-M-G-! (said this to show my eggcitement!) I FINALLY GOT MY TUNER! NOW MY GUITAR IS WELL TUNEDDD! and i've gotten myself this two artist picks! Simpson and the other Nightmare Before Christmas >:D HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!
oh did i mention i've gotten a part-time job? i'm gonna work as a check-in agent at harbour front. Sounds pretty cool but the hours are too short to earn MORE BUCKS! boo to that but cheers that i'm kinda employed.
On a sidenote, REGINA CHAI, i know you shouldn't be reading this, but i'm hoping you would in any chance. GOODLUCK IN A(irs) LEVELS! YOU CAN DO IT AND KILL ALL THOSE MONSTERS AHEAD OF YOU! FIGHT ON BUDDY! :D
okay it's late. i'm going to snuggle up soonnnnnn :)
2:15 AM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
counting down.
John Mayer - Bigger than my body
Yes I'm grounded Got my wings clipped I'm surrounded by all this pavement Guess I'll circle While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry
Someday I'll fly Someday I'll soar Someday I'll be so damn much more Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for Cause I'm bigger than my body now
seriously, can't wait for the last paper to end.
ps: he's just one amazing talent!
and i see zac efron in him. okay let the singings do the talking.
12:03 AM
Monday, November 02, 2009
telling myself: i can do it.
Chris Brown - Save Me
Devotion to that higher ground is day by day slowly fading
*SCREAMS* 3more days to really get ready for the battlefield. am i up for it?
12:15 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
get me outta here!
Taylor Swift - Jump Then Fall
Every time you smile, I smile And every time you shine, I’ll shine for you
One splendid talent that keeps me admire her a hell lot. I want to play the guitar as well as her. (i ever think about writing a song, and i'm still having that thought) Now is the time to chuck dear guitar aside first. Plunge straight into the heart of my notes first. straight inside and absorb like a spongebob. Possible? I think i'm losing it. Losing the stamina in running this ever-so-tough marathon. Sleep deprivation isn't something uncommon. It's such an often sight that people do carry their eyebags around. Due to the fugly eyebags that totally smacked a drug addict image to you, your eyelids became that heavy that probably your eyes form a perfect straight line.
It's easy to lose the time for sleeping, but it's never easy to earn back the lost hours in sleeping. I can't never catch up with my sleep. Unless i HIBERNATE for maybe ONE FULL DAY. Possible? nope!
While few of my frinds are at grapevive catching a soccer match, i was home trying to catch up some rest and get back to studies BUT to no avail. Studies do deprive you from all the fun out there. GAHHH! before i go on and on.. i should just stop here. Alright JUMP AND FALL back into notes, maybe!
10:36 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
to believe again.
Dashboard Confessional - Belle of the Boulevard
Don't turn away Dry your eyes, dry your eyes Don't be afraid But keep it all inside, all inside When you fall apart Dry your eyes, dry your eyes Life is always hard For the Belle of the Boulevard
It feels very much as though being trapped in a gulf. It's not the right time to wallow into sentimentality at the corner. I guess my brain is saturated and tired from the word 'studying'. The reason for my thoughts to drift apart. It feels very much like A`levels all over again. With the mugging. With the uncertainties. With the shitloadful things to cram into the puny brain. Belief, is what i need desperately now.
9:40 PM
stay rooted to the ground.
Jay Z ft Rihanna & Kanye West - Run This Town
Feeling it coming in the air, hear the screams from everywhere, Im addicted to thrill ( i used to dislike this song due to the 'woah-woah-woah' background vocal. however, the contradicting or perhaps i should term it retarded me likes the song now)
I do wonder why my tear glands are so active at times. Don't try to correct me that it's MOST of the time. Well, i kinda burst into tears out of a shock? Yeah i can even be more dumb than this. Who on earth start tearing over a thing like this.
(Right, i forgot what to mention what it is.)
First of, lt was almost knocked by a car due to her negligence in the other flow of traffic. She went on telling jus and i about her 'blurness' which can be fully taken a fact as it is. While walking back, it happened again. But i was quite behind her. So yeah first reaction was to shout "HEY CAREFUL!" She stood there frozen and saying 'yes don't worry i know' in a freaked out manner, for the obvious. Like seriously, wth. the car was driving pretty fast in my aspects. WHAT A FREAKING EMBARASSING JOKE to be tearing due to this mild shock. okay, period.
I need to work it out with my tear glands. Well, i can picture my ten thousand braincells going for a strike against me for making them worked so hard today. Why do they have to phrase the lecture notes in such a manner that it's confusing in its own ways. Alright, till the next entry!
PS: PRESS ON PEOPLE! (:
1:42 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009
barely breathing.
Kris Allen - Live Like We're Dying (originally by The Script)
Yeah gotta start Lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it Every second counts on a clock thats tickin Gotta live like were dying
I'm hungry now. And there's things not done. I need to find my focal point. Balancing it can't be that tough, can it? Well, enjoy the song above and go to bed.
